The Path
Life changer
Once in my twenties, I started to become a studied international development worker. I never divided my private life from my business shape. I felt, that the search for love and sexuality stirs me so much, that I had to experiment with this topic. It showed me the inner and outer borders in my culture and the general impact in everyone and everything on earth.
I am now in my fifties, closed the first third of my life. I have three adult sons and an eight years old daughter. Furthermore, I work and travel since almost ten years now, to shape up my skills throw living experiences in communities and attending a bunch of educative group gatherings in a more ritual frame. Holding space for others and keep on thriving.
Holding on to stay open with the pain and joy, I thrived. Overcame jealousy and envy, still not feeling my heart during sex. The reunification of heart and sex started in 2012 by an initiative transmission. Finally having the cymic wedding inside…understand more…still thriving together….
Slow transition and transformation
My father brought me to the content of Bhagwan teachings, when I was a teenager. I was first baptized into Buddhism by Ole Nydahl in 1989. As a student, I found more body wisdom in practicing Thai Chi Chuan. As already mentioned in “life changer” above, I became more aware through a consort on the path, that I have an iron layer in my body, separating my heart from my sex center. Diana Richardson explained perfectly what I experienced. I received the impulse to more inner union, being in a tantric relationship.
I felt so blessed and a huge release, that I started to be contagiously spreading this body wisdom in communities like ZEGG and Tamera, with a profound resonance.
The process to gain more consciousness about what going on is just only started.
In Tamera I met the founder of the house of tantra. They invited me to find more understanding about energies and connection. The following years I traveled around the planet and took more and more responsibility for me and others.
Learning from transmissions, and ritual tantric workshops and reading books.
Dechen, one of the founder of the "house of tantra" taught me his interpretation of the Kashmiri session in 2017. He himself got this old tradition from Daniel Odier.
Lama Yeshe
books and videos
He wrote or gave speeches about “Introduction into Tantra” and “The bliss of inner fire”. His early death is a pity. With humor and patience, he could reach a huge range of listeners. The books give the fundamental theory and the essential tools for the tantric path.
I used this books for randomly deepening my understanding and knowledge.
Transmissions
Between 2017 and 2019 (except Ole Nydahl), I took refuge and gave vows to different Lamas from Tibetian Buddhisms. And I was invited by the "house of tantra" to join their workshops and to learn and to support, raising the awareness for energies and doing your own practice.
House of Tantra (hot)
I met the founder of hot, Estera Sarasvati and Zenon ( now Dechen) in Tamera.